Creative Energy Misuse

Dear Angels,
What can you tell me about my personal journey? Why do i still lapse back into feeling confusion or that I am not being as productive as I should? I am criticizing myself and know I should not do that. What can you tell me?

Always allow for yourself to be given proper rest and nutrition. When you are not rested properly or the body has been overworked, you have a tendancy to become easily distracted and frustrated. All of this leads to feelings of unrest. The mere fact that you have asked us this question points to the cause as one of exhaustion, both physical and mental.

When you are in a creative mood, use that energy to create. Do not divert it into mundane activities that drain the energy away. This is the distracting part. Taking the divine inspiration and channeling it into other activities instead of the activity it is meant to support simply delays the manifestation of the outcome you desire.

For example, you have been wanting to do much work to create a center of healing and peace. Yet you persist in pursuing the growing of the cleaning company. Both of these are noble pursuits, but you are using energy in both areas and these are both areas that are useful, yet, the one does not sing to your heart as the one true reason for your being here.

Yes, you are being a blessing to each home you enter and cleaning does provide you with a feeling of accomplishment and pride. These are both very good for you. There are always ways of accomplishing these feelings that you desire and the path of the spiritual teacher has many ways to give you feelings of fear, inadequacy and also the fear of rejection. Cleaning seems safer to you and this is why you pursue it so heavily. Also, the income it brings is rewarding in and of itself, yet look how hard you must push your body to accomplish this goal.

When you are ready to move closer to the calling of your heart, the spiritual teacher in you will take charge and will become the one which can sense its own power and authority. There will no longer be feelings of inadequacy or fear of rejection. It will come down to the matter of your heart accomplishing what it knows it must accomplish and to the end of all other pursuits, you will move fully into that version of you. Writing, teaching, leading, providing space for people to feel their own spiritual awakening and with your assitance and others who will work with you, there will be great rejoicing at the dawning of this new creation of yours. So do not despair. We are working with you now to continue releasing fears and you will become more confident in the days ahead.

Let yourself be relaxed and happy in your daily pursuits always maintaining enough rest and nutrition so your body can be at it's most healthful. Then relax into our guidance and be brave to follow your heart's promptings. This is possible. All things are possible. One can have the outcome one desires and not lose anything at all. there are no tradeoffs so to speak.

Do you understand?

Yes, thank you angels.

Many blessings to you my love!
And to you...