feeling pretty confused right about now... Angels, Help!!

I've been talking to my angels and they have told me repeatedly not to worry. But how do I stop worrying? I am still no closer to where I think I should be by now. I have no defined dream, no personal goals, no idea what I should be doing and nothing is appearing to give me any direction.

So what do I do?

I worry.

But the angels say not to worry. They've given me lots to think about over the last year and I have been enjoying this time to explore myself and my desires. I think that I will never have another opportunity to make it or break it and I feel pressure to perform up to everyone's expectations!

Angels,
What message do you have for me right now?

Just relax! there is nothing you are expected to do right at this moment. You are expected only to live in harmony and in love and you are doing just that! There are always the concerns of earth life, but we say to you, be glad and joyful! All your needs are met right now. There are abundant blessings surounding you now and many different paths to walk. As a child who is lost, you suffer from the inexplicable tendency to worry over trifling matters. The car payment, the mortgage, the kids college, all of these are trivial in our eyes. We sympathize of course with being a human and being set on this earth with a limited mindset and a knowledge of only what the world tells you. But we are telling you that perception is false! The only thing that is real right now is you and your love. Your love would not be creating a mess for you unless you had to learn something from it. So what have you learned?

Put it down on paper Rita and tell us what you have learned.

Okay, I learned that I can have, be, do or think anything I want.


Good, and...


And that there is an unlimited supply of everything I need just ready for my asking.


Okay, so what will you do with that knowledge?


I will use it to live a fulfilling life?

Yes! And you will practice faith and trust.

So this confusion I'm going through and this fear that keeps circling about like I have to make a decision, put the pedal to the metal and start making tons of money is just an exercise in developing faith and trust?

Not simply an exercise. it is a life lesson you are here to learn. And when you have completed it, you will be above and beoynd thinking about this over and over again. We simply want to let you enjoy your experience a while longer.

Yes, but I'm not really enjoying this crazy up and down, happy/sad, confident/scared thing I'm going through.

You said earlier that you are glad to have the time to discover yourself.

Yes, but my husbnad is getting nervous and I'm getting nervous because I know my safety net will be gone soon. And we just can't sell off our belongings and go live in a shack somewhere.

Is that what you believe is going to happen to you?

No, not really

Then start all over again and think about the beatuiful feeling you have when you are doing work that makes you happy. What works makes you happy?


Well, I get pleasure from cleaning, but it is hard work and it's not always enjoyable.

What about reading and talking, making discussions?

I do like reading books and other people's opinions then forming my own and sharing them with people.

What about doing readings for people and developing yourself spriutallly?

I love that! I could do just that and be very, very happy.

What about your art?

I feel like I need more training and I am happy when I am creating but fearful that it won't be good enough or creative enough.

What about writing?

I love writing. But I feel like I'd be just another fish in the sea without a good plan to market it and create it into a popular bestseller.

Why do you always hold the bar so high? Is it that you are trying to prove your worth? You are constantly seeking approval and it comes from a sense of not belonging to yourself entirely. What we mean is that you are distancing yourself from your true nature with each ring of that old bell. Not good enough. Not smart enough, not qualified enough. There is nothing you do not have that you need You need nothing more than what you already possess. Be who you are!!!

What do I do about the expectations of my family? My husband? My debtors? How can I do whatever I want to do and not take into consideration earning enough money to allow me to send my kids to college and retire in ease and security?

What makes you think that the Father would abandon you like that? Don't you see? You are his child, his inheritance is yours. You cannot with your limited sense of seeing tell that there is already enough for you and your family. You cannot see from your vantage point that there is a whole host of people and angels and spirits that work with you through the Father to produce results from your Love that will create more than enough for all your needs and desires. You cannot see that yet because you are still clouded with fear and anxiety. You are judging yourself and your ideas and your talents and your abilities. And your dreams! You are judging yourself too harshly and settling for that which does not make your heart sing. You are doing this out of a sense of obligation and a sense of what is expected of you by your friends, family and society. You must learn to separate from that expectation. Focus only on the work that gives you pleasure, know that you are being taken care of and your work itself will produce for you the income you desire. Begin to value yourself and your work now before you continue any longer on this path of looping circles as you call it. We are here to tell you and teach you, but you must believe and receive this gift that is yours. Do not delay a moment longer. Fulfill your obligations as a parent and wife, but be certain that your work which is that which gives you joy is yours to do and only yours . Only you can create this work for the Father. It is for Him that you have these desires and these joys. Do not make us spell it out any more for you. Now it is here and you understand it fully. Now you must begin the next day with different expectations. And put priority on the work that gives you joy.

Okay. But please help me. Take from me the thoughts that I have that force me back into the negative patterns. Pull from me any cords or attachments to those things that no longer serve me. Strengthen me in my faith and keep me focused on my joy and my love. Help me create the space and time to work on the art, the writing, the spiritual growth and the counseling for others. Help me figure out what I'm doing with the cleaning business. Please keep helping me. You have spelled it out before and I appreciate that, but I still need your support and love.

Child, you couldn't push us away with a bulldozer. We will always be with you and will see to it that you are guided more strongly. Our love surrounds you and we are here for you night and day. Never forget that.

Thank you, Angels!